Something else that Missy has that I certainly didn't have at her age is confidence. She has lots of it and if I'd had had half of what she has now then I would have been a happier child. I would have hated going to somewhere like a school holiday club, Brownies or gymnastics if at least one of my friends wasn't going. I was so shy when I was little and not much changed as I got older. I'm still shy at times and lack confidence in certain situations. Missy, however, is happy to talk to the neighbours, knock on her friends door, go to Brownies where currently no-one from her school goes. She can get a little shy at first in new places but it doesn't last long - a minute or so - but she soon makes friends. She is fully aware of stranger danger so I know she won't just talk to any random person.
I came across a song by Little Mix last week when looking up another song for Missy. It's called Little Me and some of the lyrics are:-
Wish I knew back then
What I know now.
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice.
I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.
(Know that right here, right now)
If I could speak to little me, I'd definitely use these words.
In other news, the GP has diagnosed iron deficiency anaemia. Apparently most people have six months store of iron in their bodies. I have none. I said to the doc that I tried a 2 mile walk/run last week. He said "I'm surprised you could run at all with those iron levels!". Ahhhh, so that probably explains my complete lack of energy over the last few years and I'm not just being a lazy lump.